Either or both? All of the above.

Cranky again.......that stuck, unproductive feeling.......My two personal spaces (trailer/cabin)  reflect the ongoing war inside me - the quiet spacious natural simplicity of Japanese wabi-sabi vs. the crammed-with-pretties hippie/gypsy wagon exuberant explosion of color and texture....... i guess this is why neither space is finished or being used as intended.
Just now -  New idea --- make the Ham(trailer) fully the hippie wagon, and the cabin/porch a plain, natural, rustic quiet place with workshop..... don't tell me sitting here writing about stuff is not useful. I just solved a huge aesthetic/creative knot there....... and today it is not raining and I COULD finish putting the shingles on the cabin ...... or at least finish a sentence.